What Have I Lost?

What hurts me more that I still don’t know the reason behind my break up. I am still searching for the answer. Whenever, by any means, If I see her pic or hear her name, my heart still pounds. She forgot her promises and the happy moments we had. Even she forgot me too. I want to run away from her memories; I want to go away from this city. But I can’t. I am unable to do so.
I cry for her but I wipe my tears and try to move on. I wait for the happy moments. I feel I am the toughest guy in the world. I have lost a lot of things and she never cared.
It may sound weird but I have stopped believing people. I am not able to say thank you to anybody. I am unable to fully appreciate the favor done by people around me or care shown by them. It is very frustrating, as I feel they are doing all these for something in return. I can’t help it; it makes me sad. My life has become ordinary and very much realistic. My life doesn’t motivate me at all. What I have left is few professional goals, noth…

Why Am I Hurt?

My friends ask why I am unable to fix myself. Why can’t I move on?

I do not have the answers.

Perhaps, it is because I was the one who kept trying to work things out and lost the individual identity. I miss myself the most.

Because we were both holding on to a rubber band and both stretching it. Only I got hurt when the rubber band broke or she let it go, as I was the one holding on to it.

I can’t move on because I was the one who had settled for her. I was more attached with her emotionally. May be I am more sensitive emotionally or may be because I feel totally hopeless or let down by luck.

I don’t know why can’t I move on.

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Love Is Black or White

People make excuses for what they have done. They know that they have lied, cheated, and given up. They say that love is not black or white. I pity them.
There are no gray areas in love. Love is always black or white, it either is or it is not. You either do or you don't. With true love, it's unconditional. It is very straightforward like yes or no. You can't pick and choose when, where, and how you are going to love another person because it's convenient with or it is convenient for you. At least you shouldn't. You should love that person at all times and all places whether you are relaxed, nervous, hassled, quiet, having a good day or bad day. It doesn't matter whether you agree with or not what they do because love is pure and without judgment.
People love a person more when they are doing "right by you" or pleasing you than when they are, say, disappointing you. Their love changes according to their mood. Loving someone in a straightforward manne…

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Me These Days!

7 AM I’m half awake, I find my mobile, check it with half opened eyes. Open WhatsApp, no good morning messages. Oh!! She is not there, no one bothers to text me so early.
9:30 AM I’m driving to office, my friend is sitting on the back seat. And, my friend utilizes that time to talk to his girlfriend. 
1 PM It’s our lunch break. I go out thinking about her that I may see her roaming sometimes. I finish my lunch, come back to office. Start work, take break, remember her, and it goes on...
6:30 PM Now it’s time to go back home, but I don’t want. I think, what I will do at home? No matter I will have dinner or not, I surely will think about her and ruin my evening.
9:30 PM Now, I’m sitting in my room. I see everything in my room related to her, including her hairpins; I hate all these now. I get involved in thoughts, deep thoughts. I miss her. I miss being with her. Before sleeping, I open my laptop, try to watch some TV series or movies, close it in midway. The joys are replaced by tear…